Am I Insane?

So at about 3:30 this morning it really hit me. In a little over three weeks, I will be the mother of FOUR children. AAAAGGGGHHHH! What am I doing?!?!?! As I laid there and tried hard not to panic, the neatest feeling came over me. God was saying, "Trust ME. Lean on ME. Believe ME." I am in the middle of doing the Beth Moore study Believing God. It is about not just believing in God, but believing Him for all His promises and in all His greatness. This past Sunday night was an awesome video about God's Word being alive and active within a believer. I got to see it in technicolor yesterday. He is so AWESOME! OK, I need to wipe some tears. Be right back.

I have an crazy schedule for the next month. Beach trip starts this weekend. Bethany's surgery two days after we get back. China 10 days later. Still need to get visas for China. So to prepare for all of that...today we are going to King's Dominion. Our dear friends from our first trip to China, the Chattaway's, are driving through Richmond on their way home to PA. They have been in Portsmouth at a Junior Olympics event that their daughter Rachel qualified for in jump rope. She is about the same age as Brodie and Rebecca is the same age as Emily. Did I mention that it will be over 100 degrees here today? Oh well.

More later....